Letting Myself Be New

In a few weeks time, I'll be giving myself a chance to give me a new me. For more than thirty years of my life, I just let myself stay in my comfort zone. Here, there are no big deals, it's just me that matters, what I care about is just what I do, totally harmless world .. but atop of all these -- a very limited space. Where I have been going through eversince I have one half of my freedom [which is when I turned college because I can go to a more far places], that's where I am still going to right now. Workplace, malling, and home. This is just where my life evolves.

My out of town is just a refresher to my life. When all of them can say they have been to these places, I can only tell them what I have told my other friends a few years back. Not much of a movement. Staying away from the dangerous path so I got myself contented in my own little world.

But nevertheless, my friends thought of me as a very strong woman. Because I have lived and surpassed all the challenges I have gone through all these years.

However, this time, I'll be going places. Places I've never been to before. People I have never encountered in my life. New culture. New path. New views. New environment. An additional language. I know it will be a shock to me but I am determined to come face to face with it.

I dare myself to accept this challenge.